Today I came across the term "silent divorce" and somehow I felt like it was describing my relationship. I understand distance prevents us from intimacy but when I tried to recall when the last time we were intimate, it was last year. July is around the corner, which means it's been more than half a year since we've had any pleasures of the flesh. I actually find it funny to describe it in that manner. Do I crave for intimacy? Sometimes I do, which makes me a normal human being. However I am a little bit conflicted myself as I do not actually enjoy the main course. It is still awkward and uncomfortable, and most of the time, I catch myself thinking, "Can this end soon?". There is definitely love and lots of care but we are just not compatible when it comes to intimacy, and neither of us has the time to improve this aspect of our marriage. Do I wonder what it is like to experience intimacy with another person? I do but it is morally and socially wrong. I th...
今天我过了一个非常休闲的周末。 昨天自己一个人跑完了半马拉松，花了大约2小时43分钟， 觉得自己毅力相当的不错！ 今天又跑了个十公里，算是休闲的跑，花了1小时16分钟的时间。 后来就在海边看书，重新看那本“The Art of Thinking Clearly”。 看了第二次的感觉是不一样的，领悟到了不同东西。应该是说随着时间自己经历的事也多了所以看了书里面的道理也比较能理解。 大约十一点多回到家洗个澡，吃点早饭后就上网打游戏。过后就是吃点午饭然后用了微信读书看书。累了就睡个午觉。醒来后就开始做点翻译工作。我想把《小王子》翻译去一个独一无二的版本送给我的敬爱的老师。 希望我可以在他生日前完成这个任务！ 接着就是让狗狗出去拉屎。 洗个澡又是晚餐时间，吃了晚饭后又打游戏。 偶尔休闲地过生活其实是很棒的！ 明天值班咯～！