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遥远的你

 今晚下班回家的路途中听了一首很好听的歌，也反映了我对你的思念。歌名就是 《遥远的你》， 是花僮唱的。 我觉得她有好几首歌都很好听， 我是听了她唱的 《笑纳》开始很喜欢她。我听了那首歌后好想学粤语呢！

现在感觉有点孤单，也许是因为家里已经两天没有人，也许是我很期待你的消息。昨天你拒绝了我的礼物，我有点不开心可是我试着换位思考后也能明白你为何拒绝。 我不懂为什么有个冲动想对你好，想让你感到满满的幸运和快乐。可能我知道了你一些背景，加上你如何处理生活所遇到的事让我感觉你真是个善良的人。好想当你的红颜知己，好想你能每天充实的过日子然后实现你明年的旅行计划。我就是对你很有好感，也很喜欢你很常逗我笑。

我知道自己有另一半，我也没有对你有别的意思，只想你活得健康和自由。也许你说小时真的很穷，我想你成长的过程一定受了不少委屈。往后的日子，我相信你会活得越来越好! 我们不常联络也好，这样能确保我们的友谊更长久因为我发现常联络有时就会吵起来然后会伤感情。之前我就是和蓬松的龙几乎每一天都聊天，都是聊坦克的事还有偶尔分享生活的一些细节 （还是以坦克为主）。后来我们起了分歧，我发现他从不再叫我“皮卡”了。就是对我冷漠，虽然还是会联络但是感觉不一样了。 蓬松的龙小我很多年，但是他是个很成功的企业家，很年轻就变了百万富翁。他的背景也挺可怜，就是父母已离婚然后他很早就得自己学习自己在社会生活。 我欣赏他能够把自己的命运转换，当然看了他手机号码发现他其实是个很有运气的人所以这也是他能够在生活中成功的其中一个因素。

往前看吧， 蓬松的龙还是我的朋友，就活在当下！ 

现在听着花僮的 《新鸳鸯蝴蝶梦》感觉很有治愈效果。晚安，好好睡哦~  对了，7月顺利！

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