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一句问候

 我不想一直上游戏看看你又没有上线,干脆直接发个简讯问候你。其实想了就主动点问候不就好了吗?很开心得到了你瞬时的答复,还和你说了大树和鹳的事。其实也没聊很多,但是知道你自从那天从医院回来到现在都没事了,我也感到安心。我只是想知道你完全康复了。一句晚安后也不懂何时能再聊天。我就期待下一次的对话把。 

我们聊最有意义的事就是“自律”,我们都认同能自律的成果是非常的棒,彼此也喜欢突破自己后的胜利感。 话说,拉我进群的好朋友影响了我定时运动。每天我们都把彼此运动的记录分享给对方,互相鼓励,迈向肌肉结实的目标。这就是友情。 先不谈对方是男的或女的,我觉得和别人交朋友,分享生活,只要没有越界都是Okay的。就如今天我妈问我为什么笑着看手机,我就和她说朋友发了他运动记录,结果妈妈做了一些表情,反正就是对我不满的表情。拜托这是什么年代了,我是有夫之妇可是并不代表我需要减少和其他异性的来往。 我的宝贝老公也很清楚我一个人在大学时是无数次单独和异性吃晚餐而且别人也是已婚有了孩子的异性朋友。 

我只是因为两年前的事,很常会检讨自己的情绪和感觉,很常理性的去分析每一个对话。 感觉这一群人都是懂得分寸的人。所以我非常珍惜和他们相处的日子。当然也有女生,我们的会长姐姐就是个理性又直率的女生。我很喜欢她,也和她聊了几次。她也看过我的照片因为她说想看。 说到照片的事,男士们都从来没有要过我的照片,有一次因为我看了对方的照片就觉得我是不是也应该让对方看我的照片。结果我把照片发过去对方也不懂要给什么反应就说很有读书人的感觉。那一次真的觉得有点尴尬。 所以当我问老师我们认识了一段时间我的头像没有我的照片可是我却看了老师的头像照,问他到底我需要让他看我的照片吗? 他给的答复真好,他说女生呀还是保持神秘比较好也不要过于在群里分享自己的事,要懂得保护自己。 我真的觉得这样的好男人快绝种了。 

未来谁和老师结成双一定会幸福。当然老师说过他很固执,那我也说固执就不好相处啦,就GG啦。 哈哈哈~ 

我和你说想永远做你的学生,我是认真的。 晚安。 

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