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Re: The Letter

Dear Girl,

Please understand that there are times where I want to be alone.
I have always shown interest in you and just because I don’t show it,
it doesn’t mean my feelings towards you are any different from the past.
If I can let you see what’s inside my heart then you’d probably understand.
It’s just so hard for me to open up my feelings and spill my heart out.
Do understand that it's my nature to be quiet when I'm down.
Besides, Things do change and people do change according to their environment.
I just hope you could compromise that I can’t be loving all the time.
Even so, it does not mean I don’t love you anymore.
I am sorry for being cold towards you, I really didn’t mean to.
Sometimes I feel like there’s some problem inside of me which I cannot resolved.
That is the reason why I need to be alone sometimes.
I never have the slightest thought of pushing you away.
Sometime I do wonder should I just walk away.
I don’t want to see the girl I love hurting and it feels like I often make you cry.
When I hear you crying on the phone,
I feel really helpless and I wished I could stop your tears.
If I can’t give you the happiness you want,
I’d rather walk away from our relationship.
All I want is for you to be happy and to lead the life you want.
I always meant what I said and I remembered my words to you.
I’m really sorry if I made you sad in many ways…
I still love you the way I used to.
Please give us some time to understand one another more okay?


Love,
Guy

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