Hello, I am still alive and well. I know I have not logged in to my blog for 4months now, and hey a lot has happened in the past 4 months. There was some unprofessional power struggle at the workplace and to make it short I was being unfairly dismissed of being the next in line to lead the department. However looking at my previous post I realize I am not into that role too just that it is quite ugly the way the whole thing was. Most people expected me to be the next one but unfortunately, the person I work with had some issues with me which I was not aware of and she prevented me from being next in line. I do not know how she convinced the administrative part but the whole incident made me realize 1 thing: I do not have any senior who supports me. I tried to bring up the injustice but I seem to be ignored. Since the role does not come with a pay raise and it only has more responsibilities, I gave up fighting for that role. The irony is that the person who is going to ...
Oh wow, so almost a month had passed since I last wrote. I have a lot to write, but there is just no time to do so. Work life is bad due to the lack of manpower, and it occupies more than half of my life. Still, I am resilient, and I do not feel overly pressured. Besides, it is not my company, and I only get a fixed amount of pay at the end of the month, so there's no point in worrying. Yes, workload increases, but I only have a pair of hands. Imagine from a total number of 12 we are going to be down with 4 by August, and there is no news of anyone new joining. Currently at 6, and the younger, less resilient ones are already complaining. I am bad at listening to complaints and do not like listening to complaints so I just go about my work and go home, trying my very best to make it home on time everyday. Yesterday I did a math problem and it was fun. Sort of a revision for me. I almost forgot the rule on how to calculate the sum total angle of a polygon. I felt accomplished ...