今天我不开心。 早上我肚子疼，上个厕所感觉舒服得多但是有点不想起床。我继续躺在床上。昨天老师说他今天有空玩坦克，我是很想很想和他玩但是他没有约我。等到我约他，他就下线了。后来他说晚上会玩，我也以为他会叫我一起玩，但是他没有。 今天感觉他好陌生。 我也没有再给他看我每个星期减肥的记录。我和他说我会自己自律，但是他说的每句话感觉好像看不出我这三个星期的努力。可能一时感觉他没有顾虑我的感受。他自己都说了自己是个理性的人。 发现老师也说话不算数。昨天说1755会叫我一起在游戏里争夺第一，可是他昨天没有叫我。今天他1958才叫我。还剩下两分钟万一我电话网络卡，我怎么争取第一名呢？反正我觉得老师心里就是没有我。 不喜欢一整天期待的没有发生。 初次见面是老师加我好友和带我玩。 今天感觉我不认识老师了。 我要睡觉了，明天早上起床跑步。一直汇报不会下降的体重，我也感到很无助。他说我必须对自己的肥肉感到厌恶，必须觉得甜品反胃， 运动要运动到想死的感觉。 哎...... 老公又去参加那些没有价值的交易课。 我是对他去上的所有课程都觉得非常多余也浪费钱和时间因为他根本没有运用他所学习的。 如果能偷偷离婚就是背着父母离婚那该多好。我觉得我虽然爱我的老公，我觉得我们越来越不合适。不合适到连爱也无法去维持这段感情。 今年我真的不要去见他， 见面也对我没有任何好处。我希望我去北京时，他员工已经回国，这样他不能陪我去，那么我也能学习一个人旅行。我相信我会很喜欢。 我伤心是因为我觉得今天没有人相信我，虽然老公说过就算全世界不相信我他会相信可是我觉得也没意思了，因为我自己也不相信他了。建立在谎言上的婚姻是不会幸福的。所以我觉得世界上只有我相信自己好了也不需要再渴望有任何人相信我。 晚安， 我真的很孤单。
My brother and his wife got a new golden retriever, and I think it brings a lot of joy and happiness for them after dealing with the loss of their former dog. Actually, they never got over it, and when they decided to get a new dog, I believe they had thought and pondered upon it for quite some time. I was happy to know the current dog was so much like the former dog that my brother believed his former dog have reincarnated to the current dog. However today on Mother's day, I realize my mother is not a nice person, and I feel she has so much to reflect on. Both my parents have their own hidden agenda as to why they didn't want my brother to have another dog. So far these are the few things I can identify: 1) With the dog's fur flying around the cleanliness of the house is compromised 2) They refuse to babysit if my siblings decide to leave to overseas or outstation (Then they should never stop them from sending their pets to pet hotel!) 3) They cannot enjoy...