Sweetie's World

"One will choose to love even though when one knows the outcome is unfruitful " - Tsubasa Chronicles I really thought he could show me the meaning of eternity but how can he show me when he is a stranger of eternity? Yet I believe, I believe that eternity awaits for me and him. Even so, today I have destroyed all possibilities, I have shattered all my dreams that I had with him; Today, I tearfully told him that this is The End. I have finally found the words which respresents my feelings towards him all these while...even now when everything have ended my feelings remains this way: 但愿不相思，可免相思苦，几经细思量，情愿相思苦

"You must remember this is a catalyst and not an inhibitor" - wise words by XOL We always hear the saying "a picture means a thousand words" but for me a few words means a thousand pictures. What makes me say so? Well it is simply because the interpretation of ones words is vast and it can have different meanings for diffirent individuals. The wise words above might not be significant for most people but for me it means a lot as it was these simple words that cheered me up and for that I really want to thank my good friend XOL. I will always remember that this is a catalyst, not an inhibitor *wink*

I love everything regarding love and I don't care if there's a scientific explanation to it cause Love is unexplainable! -CC- There was once a boy and a girl who were in love. no, rephrase that, who were deeply in love. They shared the common interest, they wanted to share some of the dreams they had and they even had lots of future plans which were meant to be accomplished together. Everything was perfect! Everything except one... They were miles apart. This unspeakable distance prevented their love from growing and like the autumn leaves, their love withers and fall silently onto the ground. If only there's true love why should their love withers? If only he did not read and believed in too many articles maybe it might work If only she was patient enough and did not rush things perhaps they will be together Why can't he use his insticts for once? Is it too hard to rely on your emotions some time? Why can't she learn to be more understanding? Is it too hard to list...

Once upon-a-time... ...and they lived happily ever after The End I bet most of the fairy tales we hear during our childhood years sounded very similar if not exactly as the statement above. I have always wanted my life to be similar to those story where there's magic, love, eternal happiness and most important of all my very own prince! Please note that prince here refers to life-partner and it does not equal to the average "boyfriend". It's not like I'm going to be seen with a wedding ring and a veil over my head very soon but I do admit, I would really love to get married with my prince as fast as possible so that I can reach the part of the story where " they live happily ever after". However, I learn that in reality, nothing can be as flawless as in the tales which have been the basic foundation of my life. If life has no flaws, earth would have been known as heaven. Even so, life is still beautiful and I learn that for a marriage to ...

It’s been long since I wrote anything in my blog and the reason is because I’ ve been so busy with my life. Even so, I don’t see any outcome from all the things I have done as they seem to be meaningless. In school, I’m forced to take subjects which I do not wish to take and I also devote almost three quarter of my time on those useless subjects. I feel really irritated and I can’t describe the intensity of my irritation. Anyway, I can’t do a thing about it so I’ll don’t see why do I need to elaborate my frustrations. All I know is I’m waiting for the time to come when I can finally drop those ridiculous subjects. Right now, I have a question which I am not sure how to answer and this question used to just pass through my mind without having me to think over about it. However, the case is different now as a friend of mind took this question as a measurement to test my ability of making important decision. Before that, I want to review the question once again, here’s how it goes: Two p...

Why do we need to sit for exams? I think exams marks the stages in life. My little brother once told me that he learned from a documentary on exams that human beings grow mature each time they sit for an exam. I find this statement to be controversial as sometimes I think exams make me feel more immatured especially if the results is not what I have expected. Even so, I do feel that exams mark the stages of human life. Thinking back the time where I was just 4years old, academic performance have always been part of my life. At my kindergarten, I often get a red star mark on my palm when I did something that pleases the teacher. My parents will smile with joy when they see my blue color report card is full of stars and not triangles or circles. (star is the best and triangle is the worst grade) During that time, I still enjoy studying as it was fun however I started to form a theory in my head that is "If I get stars, my parents will love me more; if I get triangles, they will not ...

Warmest Greetings to the readers of my blog ^^ This will be my first personal blog and I'm pretty excited about it! First of all let me tell you why I chose the name "sweetie" which I bet those who know me will feel that the name seems rather unfamiliar as I have always been known as "Pikachew" instead of "Sweetie". The reason is actually very simple - "Sweetie" is a special name as it was given to me by someone equally special! I may not be sweet but who cares, I am sweetie! Today I feel really lost and I feel like I'm being embraced in a cloud of mist as I feel I'm getting quite messed up in my head which I could not decide whether it is because of lack of sleep or due to confusion of many things in my life. I am not suppose to be blogging right now as my SPM results is awaiting me at my school hall which is less than 300 meters away from where I am now. However, I just can't seem to fight earth's gravity to have the strengt...