Sweetie's World

Have you ever feel so sorrowful because you are helpless in saving the one you love? I am feeling a timeless pain in my heart for having failed to take good care of my possession of 12 years. "He" was the one that accompanied me on special occasions in primary school time. Every time I go for competitions, go on stage, attend a party, "he" comes along with me. "He" was my only comfort when I went to secondary school. Always by my side, guiding me, ensuring I can manage everything single handed though I believe I couldn't have done it without "him". Even during exams, it was he who play a major role in all my endeavors. I don't know how to survive all those hurdles without "him". Even now...I am still dependent upon "him". Though eventually I set my eyes on a different "person", yet I still love "him" as I cannot stop having "him" by my side even though the new "person" have becom...

I believe we are meant for each other. It is so magical that I cannot see other possibilities except the possibilities of being with you. Perhaps it's been long since we met but please be strong cause I still want to create more memories with you. I will hold on until you choose to let go. A chorus from a song I hear in you tube that could somehow correspond to my heartfelt emotions. 歌曲：为什么相爱的人不能在一起 歌手：郑源 专辑：我最火 "为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我带着你的照片 找到海角天边 希望你会再出现 为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我就算忘记时间也忘记你 也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜" But if letting you go is the best way to love you, I will try my best to let go. You only deserve the best of everything!

I feel very sad...okie probably not VERY sad but still I am upset and whining about it here may not help but I really need to let out my unhappiness! Did you know that I got a "Love Bite" on my neck!? It was done by some odd insect which I don't even personally know! The thing is I don't mind about the bite if it doesn't cause such an ugly mark and scar on my skin. It has been 5 days since I got bitten and it hasn't healed yet moreover my skin seem rough around that area. Nevermind that, my arm got some burn like marks and I don't know how it appear there as I don't recall hurting myself whatsoever. To date my legs have 4 insect bites which turn red and now black and my fingers today have 3 fresh insect bites (they are insane...even my finger they wanna bite!). Before this when I see some insects I will just sweep it away cause when I think that they might have their love ones too, I will feel inhuman to kill them. (Moreover religion wise its not good ...

Don't say you love me cause you can't keep up with it. Today you love me but tomorrow's a different story. I was naive to think you were the one for me. I was even stupid to tell you I am sorry, when the one who is hurting is actually me. Why did you ever gave me false promises which I adore? Why must you say you love me when all you do is walk out the door? Have I ever hurt someone to deserve this unconditional pain? Still the question haunts me as to what can love gain? Probably today the answer is clear... Love is just a game to rip one's heart apart, leeching your strength from the one you trust. The ironic part is : "I've told you what I thought, but I don't know whether you can accept it or not"

Perhaps not many people will understand what I am going to write but I know somehow somewhere some sweeties will understand this =) I will start my opening just as how i had it posted before ^^ 22April - 21may = 30 days 22may - 20june = 30 days 21june - 2 july = 12 days 72 days~~~ not even 100 days... yet we have known a little bit about one another become friends; gift one another surprises; shared our happiness divided our sorrows. I suppose this 72 days of my time have been wonderful...sincerely wonderful! This is indeed what's known as Fate (缘分) This poem is actually inspired by all of you, I'm sorry it sound this way...maybe it is not as bad as it sounds to be. I really am Happy to have known all of you *smile (untitled) when i had you i felt acceptance a sense of warmth by your appearance and there's no need to utter a single sentence for all i need is only your presence we have fight, we have squabble initiate one another to feel so troubled yet the bond we sh...

I miss you, when you laugh, the twinkle in your eye, the shape of your silhouette against the moonlight, the way you concentrate when you drive, and tease me intentionally to make me smile I really miss you~~~~~ I like the time when we went out and it was raining you treated me like an ice cream afraid of me melting shunning me away from the water droplets falling and when I look up to see you I caught you smiling... Drowning in a pool of misery wondering how to change history to diminish my growing worry to seal you in my deepest memory Not having you means not having anything cause you are the one whom i can share everything its you i seek when the rays of dawn comes shinning don't you know that my heart is now shattering? When night comes the missing is unbearable cause its was always the time you are more available yet now even when the curtains of dusk falls I'm l...

Tell me how can a person show me his love And then leave me like a flown away dove What's left are only memories of yesteryear As his closed heart denied him to hear Was I at fault or were he right To say that I was the root of the fight Yet this doesn't matter anymore Cause my heart is left bleeding and sore Tell me how can I possibly move on When endless memories awaits to haunt Reminding me of what might have been If only the future could be foreseen. Sigh away and cry a river The pain in my heart makes me shiver For I know it could never alter His final decision any further My strength, my friend, my love he was Only emptiness that lurks in me alas! Tell me how can a person show me his love And then leave me like a flown away dove...