Sweetie's World

"I don't want to play in your yard, I don't love you anymore You'll be sorry when you see me, Swinging on your garden door." - Grandma, T.Kanagamani Only grandmothers as sporting and as sweet as my grandma will teach their grandchildren funky nursery songs and this song will always remain in my heart forever. I may not remember when was the last my grandma had sung that song to me but I do remember the way she sing it word by word and her expression that accompanies her singing. Why must all these be significant to me only now? Well, it is because she is unwell and is going to have a major operation tomorrow and I am scared. Life is indeed fragile yer how many times do we ever thank the skies for our life and for the lives of those around us? Why do we spend time slandering those around us with our words and actions, hurting one another, taking our existence for granted? If we could spend time going on and on again on negative things, why can...

为什么人总是爱斤斤计较？ 我觉得我从来都没有任何过分的要求但别人连给我多一点的关心都要算我利息。 我感到失望，又是看错人了。 我不会再提出任何要求了，这样大家都没必要数来数去了。 我没欠你，你没欠我　－也许缘分也到了尽头。

Everything has a price even human have a price. Some people can be easily bought by bribing or by signing an agreement to which a win win situation is achieved - everything has its value. What about abstract things? do they have a value? oh yes they do! Let's say compliments, if you are too generous in giving them then it is most probable that it is just something said for your benefit and not a genuine gesture of appreciation. Another example is that young people these days no longer value friendship as they just simply Add and Remove friends on their Facebooks. I think I could understand the need to remove unwanted contact but I don't see the need to add unknown contacts. In my opinion, unless the person have some ulterior motives he/she whom possesses a sane mind should by no means add you to his or her friends list if he or she do not know you. The sad thing is adding a friend is a Mutual responsibility and yet there are still tons of people out there who seems to love the ...

Be a good kid, know what your parents did for you. Dont be a "Si Gi nah"~! Our parents are the best people we could ever have in our entire life time. Appreciate them while you still can. Put your parents first before anything you do because parents always wants the best for their kids and most of the time they knows the best. Even if you HAPPENED to know better you must still consult them. NEVER hurt your parents or backtalk your parents. IF you never EXIST your parents could have had a much better life but yet they trade many luxuries for YOU. Just think...while you go and watch 3D movies, drink Starbucks, wear branded clothes etc...your parents are working so hard, hardly go for movies, just drink rm1 kopi O in shop and wear pasar malam clothes...etc...PLEASE THINK OF YOUR PARENTS OKAY?!

Yeah I am oh so thankful that I am getting all the motivation I need all around me. Going to really appreciate my education now cause I feel like I never ever value my education in university level and I am going to be a doctor?! Duh! hahaha, no worries I won't kill my patient ya? In fact I am going to be a pro-healer just like Dr.House minus the house-ism *laughs I know somewhere out there you are doing your best too so I will also play my role and do my best =) Thanks you!

I want my Love back and I want it back with you still holding on to it - yeah I want you back. I want to learn to love myself and also at the same time I want to be able to feel your love. I am me, I am an individual who is unique in her own way and I deserve to get all the Love that the world could ever offer. I know I am ready for love, are you ready? Let's get going if you are ready.

If God is love then I no longer believe in God as I no longer believe in Love. It is ironic how I have always worshiped Love and everything that is associated with it. Aphrodite, cupid, pink color rose quartz, heart shapes...everything to do with Love seems so beautiful. Whenever I hear anyone break up I always ask them to cheer up and move on yet I feel like I am stuck somewhere foreign and cold right now. Perhaps it is lights out for me now but I know someday I will decorate my world with those colorful Christmas lights again. And when that fated day arrive, maybe I will be able to renew my hope in Love =) It started with a "Melody" and so it shall end with one. KISS ME GOODBYE (Written by John Barry Mason / Leslie David Reed) Petula Clark - Peaked at # 15 in 1968 We choose it, win or lose it Love is never quite the same I love you, now I've lost you Don't feel bad, you're not to blame So kiss me goodbye and I'll try not to cry All the tears in the world won...