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又病了

哎哟，才大约一个月的龙年我又生病了！ 师傅说今年我会有血光之灾， 最好是去捐血或抽很多血去验血。 其实我是很怕被抽血， 前几天切芒果时不小心割到手指我也差点晕倒 （我终是不能接受自己流血， 除了每个月大姨妈来的时候我只能接受。但是，心里还是觉的有点恶心为什么女人每个月得流血）。 我觉得自从住在西马身体的免疫系统变差了。 严格的数一数， 我一年好像每三到四个月都会病一次。 以前在东马我几乎都没有生病过。疫情时， 大多数人都病了可是我从来没病过就算我是最迟打疫苗的（因为我被逼）我也没生病过。 可能是我心里作用， 可是我觉得打了疫苗后自己变得体弱多病， 一点都不像我！ 

明天又得值班， 希望睡醒后我会康复。 我想这短短的十天我一直到处走， 没足够的睡眠也吃了很多平时不吃的食物， 可能身体一下子给吓坏了。 今晚我为自己泡了一杯蜜糖，  附上了降温贴 （我最爱，最有效的Kool Fever）， 放了我爱听的音乐来哄我自己。 人呀病了都很希望有人能照顾。 可是我是一个很自立，会好好照顾自己的女人。 明天我一定要好起来因为我有很多事我很想去实现而且感冒时头脑都好像有点不清醒的， 只想躺在床上睡觉。 

晚安， 明天会更好！^^

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