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比悲伤更悲伤的故事

 昨天我顺利完成了会议前的一项作坊,虽然需要考试可是题目很简单,我考了满分。 还没到古晋前,学长已经约我一起吃晚餐,尽然难得可以再次见面我也答应了。我们去了一个叫 “Bla Bla Bla” 的餐馆,上桌的每道菜都很好吃。我们点了蒸石斑鱼、海鲜豆腐、芒果鸭、黑狗鸡和炸树仔菜。 饮料就来了一大壶的香兰龙眼水,真没想过这样的搭配也很好喝。 


我崇拜的学哥就像以往一样很有爱心的帮大家夹菜。 坐我身边的学姐也帮我夹菜,感觉好温馨,好幸福有缘认识他们。 虽然他们毕业后我很少和他们保持联络,可是见面时就有一种很熟悉的感觉。我也发现自己在他们面前是可以很轻松的交谈,因此我很珍惜和他们在一起的时间。昨晚是我第一次和他们一起唱K 刚开始是有点不好意思唱,可是后来越唱越想继续不停的唱。 就算走音也不觉得尴尬因为大家很善良也一直鼓励我点歌。 有好多首歌我只会副歌的部分,这一点学长们也发现所以到了副歌就把麦克风传给我,真是爱心满满的! 


有一首歌的影片是比悲伤更悲伤的故事的剪辑,我学长们都说别看这部电影会哭得很惨。 我刚开始认不出来影片里的戏,后来继续看才知道是那一部了。 有人还说看了会很生气因为女主角就把戏里的医生当了备胎。我只是到现在搞不懂戏的结局是什么意思。 我以为是女主角陪着患上末期癌症的情人一起死(就是她自杀),可是有人说是两个人一起患上末期癌症然后互相隐瞒对方。 到底是哪个呢?反正我觉得我那时候的眼泪真的白流。 伤心的戏真的不适合我看。 


学长们都把他们诚心的祝福献给我,说我考试肯定过关! 收了那么多的正能量,感觉自己好像又重生的感觉。 昨天我也没什么机会玩坦克宝贝, 也许来参加会议能帮助我慢慢适应少点玩游戏的日子。 愿三个多月后,我能专注玩游戏! 好想和中国群里的大佬学习,让我在游戏界里能射一些很帅的炮然后剪成帖子在群里秀。 嘻嘻

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