Sweetie's World

I just want you to remember me and remember me you should cause I am the person who loves you and you know that I always would. Your smile and my smile could mesmerize angels, how could Aphrodite be so blind as to ignore us? As I dream about our future and wish on every star, I just ask you to remember me even though we are far (apart). I know I will keep you in my heart 'cause you are my strength How I pray that between us there is no measurable length.

Help me to hold firm in my faith Dear Lord. Matthew 5:11-12 (New International Version) 11 "Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you." How I wished it was easy for me to feel blessed when the people around me are against my believes especially my loved ones particularly my dad. It isn't easy looking at the disappointment on my friend's face when she saw me possessing a bible. I just feel more confused after speaking to my mom on the phone. She is happy for me yet she give me advices like "I just don't want you to come back here and try to influence people". What is my mom trying to tell me? I just feel very lost now...no wonder years ago I did not dare accept Christ officially as I know all this will happen. However, I feel I did a right decis...

I do wonder what is he doing at 1.45am. I thought he was suppose to be in bed, asleep. It worries me to find a reply from him at such late hours or probably there is a glitch with the network? I am not sure. Anyway I feel like I am left hanging and it isn't the best feeling ever. If he is worried I do hope that he can find ways to be worry free cause it pains me to see him worried. If he is working till that late I do hope he can get his work done and rest earlier. I hope it is the latter cause it feels much better to know he was staying up working than worrying. Yeah...certainly can't imagine him with a worried look cause he always have this smiling face that is really cute and adorable! Perhaps I should ask him cause I know he will not call me ever again ever since he said somethings. Well, I guess for the sake of care I don't mind being the less ego party and call him. There's no point in being ego or cold cause life is short and we should live life to the fullest!...

Will you hurt the one you love? When she cries on the phone will you remain stone cold and just leave her in that state? Recently I saw a good friend of mine crying in the toilet and I felt bad. First of all she is my housemate and I find her to be a plesant person and that is why I felt a sense of concern when I see her crying herself out in the toilet. When I offered to lend a ear she just told me that she will be okay in a while's time and it is nothing...just some boyfriend thing. It amazed me that guys these days do not know how to appreciate their love ones. If I were a guy I would not have cut the line leaving my girlfriend crying. I will only do so after consoling her. Anyway $%^& the guys these days! Not to be rude but you can see how women are starting to dominate the world in most areas as women treasure what they have and they always try their best to achieve the best (most of them). I am not saying all men is bad but in my opinion MOST of the 21st century young men...

Have you ever feel so sorrowful because you are helpless in saving the one you love? I am feeling a timeless pain in my heart for having failed to take good care of my possession of 12 years. "He" was the one that accompanied me on special occasions in primary school time. Every time I go for competitions, go on stage, attend a party, "he" comes along with me. "He" was my only comfort when I went to secondary school. Always by my side, guiding me, ensuring I can manage everything single handed though I believe I couldn't have done it without "him". Even during exams, it was he who play a major role in all my endeavors. I don't know how to survive all those hurdles without "him". Even now...I am still dependent upon "him". Though eventually I set my eyes on a different "person", yet I still love "him" as I cannot stop having "him" by my side even though the new "person" have becom...

I believe we are meant for each other. It is so magical that I cannot see other possibilities except the possibilities of being with you. Perhaps it's been long since we met but please be strong cause I still want to create more memories with you. I will hold on until you choose to let go. A chorus from a song I hear in you tube that could somehow correspond to my heartfelt emotions. 歌曲：为什么相爱的人不能在一起 歌手：郑源 专辑：我最火 "为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我带着你的照片 找到海角天边 希望你会再出现 为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我就算忘记时间也忘记你 也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜" But if letting you go is the best way to love you, I will try my best to let go. You only deserve the best of everything!

I feel very sad...okie probably not VERY sad but still I am upset and whining about it here may not help but I really need to let out my unhappiness! Did you know that I got a "Love Bite" on my neck!? It was done by some odd insect which I don't even personally know! The thing is I don't mind about the bite if it doesn't cause such an ugly mark and scar on my skin. It has been 5 days since I got bitten and it hasn't healed yet moreover my skin seem rough around that area. Nevermind that, my arm got some burn like marks and I don't know how it appear there as I don't recall hurting myself whatsoever. To date my legs have 4 insect bites which turn red and now black and my fingers today have 3 fresh insect bites (they are insane...even my finger they wanna bite!). Before this when I see some insects I will just sweep it away cause when I think that they might have their love ones too, I will feel inhuman to kill them. (Moreover religion wise its not good ...