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一起摸鱼

 今天是我认识老师一年了。今早刷牙的时候我就想查一查什么时候私聊老师,发现是1月5号下午4点多。 我好想和他说,没想到他早上发了信息给我!真的是大惊喜呀! 他说拉屎时手不小心在淘宝发了信息。我和他说今天是我私聊他一年了,但是他对此事没有给任何的回应,后来午餐时发了一张他吃午饭的位置给我看看,就在烤炉旁边因为这样能取暖。我们就在午餐时间聊了大约一小时多,一起摸鱼,嘻嘻嘻。 

我想说的说完了,现在我想规划今年去旅行的愿望。我有和他说我想一个人到台湾旅行,他说那时候我们可以两岸相望因为如果一切顺利他那时候也会骑单车到达福建。我也和老公说了,希望老公能陪我去但是如果他不陪我我觉得我自己一个人去也相当安全因为台湾的犯罪率偏低而且本地人都很友善。我知道这些是因为家人也去过台湾,然后他们也觉得台湾好玩,很多友善的人。我想去一个星期,这样不会把工作丢下太久也不会玩得得意忘形。

突然觉得很兴奋因为二月我去爬沙巴的神山,然后如果能顺利爬到顶我好想计划去尼泊尔爬山。现在先规划好爬神山该做的准备。爬山票已经订好了,就是要订酒店和下山后如何再回到家乡。还要买好爬山的装备,我想买一些好看的装备好让我拍照是能更好看。

5/1/26 - 昨天忘了把写好的内容发上去。


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