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Trust unlocked!

 Okay I’m so excited the whole day about my achievement that I am so tired right now and I want to get to bed stat! 

My parents sat in the car without any complaints about my driving today and it was the first time they allow me to drive them for approximately one and a half hours! 

Teacher seems distant today but I am okay with that. I’m so looking forward to drive my parents to the main town next time. I hope they let me. I feel super empowered! 

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