It is almost midnight now and here I am eating my dinner/supper. I don't usually eat supper except if I am on a holiday but I just felt so hungry and I realized whole day I only had a cup of Hojicha because I felt so sleepy despite adequate sleep, two hard-boiled eggs and some oats with kimchi. I felt a little hypoglycaemic as I stood up from a squatting position and decided I better have something to eat. I'm just so glad I'm not picky and I made some boiled potato and egg and chopped some garlic and mixed them together for a meal (and of course some Sichirami as flavoring). I tried to cut all the ingredients into small pieces and place them into my cute little playbear blender but it wouldn't blend.
I went for my run today and my timing is 15 seconds better than yesterday partly because I went after sun set and the cooler air improves my performance. I inadvertently put on 2kgs and now I need to lose 8kgs to be 46kgs. I don't know if I will ever achieve being under 50kg like I used to because there is just too much of delicious food surrounding me. In terms of food, I rate Kelantan as having one of the best Malay cuisine and also desserts as they are often generous in all their ingredients. This is the only place where I don't have to purposely ask for my drinks to be more concentrated because they will often be concentrated. I supposed this is the only place I don't have to say "kaw" (which sounds like "cow" which means to have the drink concentrated). I am definitely reviewing my intake after this since Eid Mubarak is over and there won't be any more "open house" from various departments offering an array of goodies.
I feel a little regretful for not taking leave and following my parents and mother-in-law to Guang Zhou. I am quite excited for my dad as he have often wanted to visit China and finally in his 60s his dream is coming true! They are also going to Cheng Du and vising Jiu Zhai Gou which I believe is so beautiful from pictures I see from friends or online. Perhaps I should make my graduation trip to China, I would like to try out the route from Thailand by train to China like I saw from one of the facebook post by a Malaysian who took his entire family for a trip via the mentioned route. Besides, now Malaysian doesn't require a visa to enter China and that would make everything much easier. The only thing that sucks is the leave application and permission to go overseas application which I don't understand why can't the inefficient government just make it simpler via apps. Seriously, the government should abolish the need for government servants to declare going overseas as there are so many forms to fill and it has to be submitted 3 months ahead. I could properly plan my annual activities and leave without problems but management could not grant me my leave if it is being requested too early. The bottom line is working for others sucks and being a property of the government sucks (I can't wait to leave the government service as soon as I can).
Okay enough of ranting, for now, I will just have to bite the bullet and endure. It was so heartwarming to know that someone is willing to pay the penalty for breaking the bond I have with the government so that I could have more freedom but of course, I will never let that happen. Now I am thinking of legal ways to break the bond without incurring any penalty or if I could take "leave without pay" and technically be still in the service but work else where. Definitely there is a loophole somewhere and I just need to look harder. I am no longer hypoglycaemic since my mind seems to be pouring with ideas now and I shall do one set of single best answer practice before going to bed. I promise not to overeat again and to exercise daily. In two weeks, I will be 2kgs lighter!
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