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红颜知己

 好想要你当我的红颜知己,每次和你对话都很开心。上个星期好像差不多每一天可以和你聊天,真的好舒心。昨天我也一直在想你但是我没有和你微信联络。游戏里遇到你可是你没把我认出来,直到我和你说你才知道我们在游戏遇见了。今天我睡午觉前想了你一阵子,好奇你今天是否上班或放假。没想到醒来后打开微信就有你的信息。你把今天工作上遇到的事分享给我听,可惜我也看得太迟了。回复你时,你也不再聊有关上班的事了。

我很想维持我们这份友情,所以我真的小心翼翼的和你聊天,不能常常找你也不能太亲近因为我真的不想要历史重演。之前认识了的网友以为能当成知己却把关系给弄得很复杂。我好喜欢现在的我们,不是很常说话但是有机会说话时都聊得像好久不见的朋友。我好喜欢我们的话题都很有意义,而且你是一个直话直说的人,我重来不需要去猜测你说的每一句话。就是因为你很直率才那么敢批评我。其实被你批评时我是有点不舒服因为你所说的都是事实,我感觉你那么快就看出我的缺点。 我会把你说的话记起来,就是不要总是把两把枪都指向自己,一把还是指向别人。

每一天我都在练习如何疏远你,因为我真的想要和你保持长久的友情。不只是爱情需要爱一点点,友情也需要关心一点点。让我们的友谊在熟悉中带陌生,我相信这是维护这份感情最好的策略!真的希望有一天我们能见面,那时我真的要尝一尝你的手艺,吃你做的作品。

我很常觉得我们的缘分是个奇迹因为我还没认识你之前很常在游戏遇到你,也记得你的特别的昵称。每次和你发表情招手,你都不理我,后来我为了想请求你就微信私信你 (那时我有点怕你因为感觉你在群里每次都喜欢带一点讽刺的说话, 其实很多时候是在开玩笑,可是我就是有点怕你)。幸好我的好朋友鼓励我联络你,要不然我真的不敢私信你。没想过你却那么专业的帮助了我,后来得知你是一个那么忙的人就觉得你愿意帮我这个陌生人真让我感动。嗯,每次想起我们初次的对话就觉得你真的是个好人,超好的好人!

你的好让我好想尽我所能去让你感受好人该有的回报。简单来说我好想对你好,好想有机会就在你生活里填一些色彩,好想看你幸福快乐。 晚安。

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