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见死不救

一个人若和我说他在挣扎着,我肯定会想尽办法帮助他,“救他”。可是我这次选择了见死不救因为就算我有用心的劝他,他也不会听。之前他收集了很多别的女孩和他的回忆,一直放不下然后开口闭口都是责怪欺骗他的女孩,这个模式我才和他相处几个月就很熟悉了。就是他这个钻牛角尖的心态一直让他徘徊在同一个终点(就是一段感情结束了的终点)。我真的没有恨他,可是我最不喜欢不愿意去接受自己的过错而决定改过自新的人。今天我很得空所以想要分析我对这个人的看法, 也许还再继续关注我的布洛克的你也一样遇过这样的人。

我其实会恨他如果他还收着我们的照片。 女生们请注意,和男生上网聊天若有开镜头,对方是能够不经过你的同意截屏了你的照片。现在想起来也觉得有点恐怖因为我真的不想成为他的收藏品。 另外, 我也觉得他当初说的很多话都侵犯了我,而我还以为男人对女人有兴趣时都会说一点带有色的话因为当初我问他时,是他给我这样的解释。我承认我当初没长脑袋,接受了他的解释也以为自己那么迷人能让他对我有那么多的幻想。爱你的人是会把你当掌上明珠,绝不会轻易的和你说带色的想法。当然如果他能发言,我相信他会说因为他相信我才把自己所有的想法透露出来。简单来说,很多人在这个世界都会为了让自己保持“好人"的身份,什么歪理也能说出口。而当初的我就是个愿者上钩,都把他每句话当真,觉得他一定很爱我。其实我想说,他是个渣男,整天和不同女人混在一起然后到最后每件事情都好像女人们的错。

快两年了,他尽然觉得自己不够优秀。不管是男生或是女生,如果你觉得自己是不够优秀那么你就是没有资格追求别人。 因为只有先把自己搞好了,你才有本事变成别人生活里的一部分。 要不然你只是干涩了别人的生活,带了负能量给别人。我真的觉得他是个绿茶男!绿茶也有很多种类,反正就是其中一种。我之前已经劝了他别再关注我这个布洛克,就是当初因为信任他也不懂要如何和他解释才让他知道我是布洛克的主人。 哎,他让我后悔了三件事,另外两件就是游戏里的国旗和最初没有好好一刀两段。其实那天收到他的电邮我真的感到害怕,他不是把我拉黑了吗,为什么会突然出现?什么目的?还要继续干扰我吗? 

其实,我是有点胡思乱想,万一他精神不正常计划了一些伤害我的事,那我该怎么办呢?所以女生们,真的不要乱乱和男人交朋友,也不要把自己的私人资料透露出来,我是把电话号码,电子邮件,布洛克都让他知道了。而且他又是精通有关电脑的东西,可能还收着我很多的照片。现在有很多坏人都喜欢P图,而且AI也让P图过程更简单更真实。 当初他和我说过不能和另一半行房时做任何的拍摄因为照片一旦不小心到了第三者手里然后传上网后,永远都无法再去删掉。 我觉得他这样的劝告是合理的, 我只希望他能理性的把我们聊天时截屏的照片通通都给永久性删掉。之前说删了,后来还储存在他的Google Drive 或 iCloud里 (我也不懂是哪一个,反正就是还在)。 

我一直没机会得到他任何的消息,我是感到好奇可是也没有办法关注。我也知道不该关注,我只是觉得很不公平,他能关注我的布洛克。 如果我只能拉黑他一个我想把他拉黑。 

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