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和谐的冷战

 老公,我们俩今天的心感觉上还是很远的。可能是我父母过来了,两个人也很有默契,在他们面前演戏。最棒的是我们不需要剧本,演得很真实,连我父母都看不出我们俩其实吵架了。自从你把你的闹钟从那首很吵的《Baby one more time》换成《卜卦》我发现我们的感情就变差了。对,我昨天早上是称赞你把闹钟声换成一首比较柔和的歌曲,可是我今天发现歌词对我们感情会带来更多的伤害。你自己给我的第一份礼物就是《吸引力法则》,可是你自己却一点都没有好好利用这个知识,反而一直都犯同样的错误。 你一直把你想要的事都吸引进你的生活里,我做你的另一半真的觉得很累! 

今天的你让我很难爱你,感觉你就是不要我幸福。早上是你的闹钟惊醒了我,让我听了两次的《卜卦》。我虽然喜欢这首歌但是也不想一大早就听带有伤感的歌。 然后你对我的态度也很差。我帮你泡了一杯热巧克力,还拿了午饭给你吃因为你忙着上网课,可是今天除了我叫你老公,你一声老婆都没叫过我。

我看到你很累叫你睡觉,你却一直不听。到最后你决定进房间睡觉时,也不来给我一个吻或拥抱,你就直接说“我去睡觉了”。昨晚你也完全没有抱我,我们中间就放着枕头。 我和你在一起的日子是越来越少了,你却选择让我不幸福。 明天婆婆也过来,我看你在她面前怎么和我演下去。 我觉得如果继续这样下去,我是会讨厌你,嫌弃你。 

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