Sweetie's World

I believe we are meant for each other. It is so magical that I cannot see other possibilities except the possibilities of being with you. Perhaps it's been long since we met but please be strong cause I still want to create more memories with you. I will hold on until you choose to let go. A chorus from a song I hear in you tube that could somehow correspond to my heartfelt emotions. 歌曲：为什么相爱的人不能在一起 歌手：郑源 专辑：我最火 "为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我带着你的照片 找到海角天边 希望你会再出现 为什么相爱的人不能够在一起 偏偏换成了回忆 我就算忘记时间也忘记你 也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜" But if letting you go is the best way to love you, I will try my best to let go. You only deserve the best of everything!

I feel very sad...okie probably not VERY sad but still I am upset and whining about it here may not help but I really need to let out my unhappiness! Did you know that I got a "Love Bite" on my neck!? It was done by some odd insect which I don't even personally know! The thing is I don't mind about the bite if it doesn't cause such an ugly mark and scar on my skin. It has been 5 days since I got bitten and it hasn't healed yet moreover my skin seem rough around that area. Nevermind that, my arm got some burn like marks and I don't know how it appear there as I don't recall hurting myself whatsoever. To date my legs have 4 insect bites which turn red and now black and my fingers today have 3 fresh insect bites (they are insane...even my finger they wanna bite!). Before this when I see some insects I will just sweep it away cause when I think that they might have their love ones too, I will feel inhuman to kill them. (Moreover religion wise its not good

Don't say you love me cause you can't keep up with it. Today you love me but tomorrow's a different story. I was naive to think you were the one for me. I was even stupid to tell you I am sorry, when the one who is hurting is actually me. Why did you ever gave me false promises which I adore? Why must you say you love me when all you do is walk out the door? Have I ever hurt someone to deserve this unconditional pain? Still the question haunts me as to what can love gain? Probably today the answer is clear... Love is just a game to rip one's heart apart, leeching your strength from the one you trust. The ironic part is : "I've told you what I thought, but I don't know whether you can accept it or not"