Sweetie's World

I feel exceptionally sad right now. It is my last day in Bangkok, Thailand and it was suppose to be my first overseas family trip. I did not put high expectations for my vacation, despite that I am truly dissappointed and regret the outcome of the trip. I spent a total 6 days in Bangkok, doing merely window shopping at urban shopping malls such as Icon Siam, Platinum, Siam Paragon, Siam Discovery, MBK and not much of sight seeing. I have only been to Wat Arun, Maekong train station, floating market and about 3 night markets. In the end of the day I highly doubt if the 6 day trip was worth it at all. The most painful part of the trip was being with people who are dear to me yet I could not find peace in my daily interaction with them. As I grow older I find it really tough to communicate with my parents. Sometimes I doubt if all those obsession my father has with mantras, amulets, replica of deities and Buddhas are beneficial. My doubt arise as it is so difficult for me to live in

Almost a decade have gone by, I am definitely older but am I wiser?         With the invention of multiple social media platforms, the way we express ourselves have changed with time. Those feelings where we used to  express with words are now replaced by images, videos, Emojis and Memes. As for me, I still feel that nothing could replace describing my feelings and emotions with words. Words gives us the power to imagine and that imagination is unique to each and every individual. I recalled reading the story "Life of Pi" and due to the author's creativity and skills, the impact of the words from the story book took me on a trip of boundless imagination. Later on, when the movie was broadcasted, despite having great audio visual, I couldn't help feeling a little disappointed as it is inferior to what I had imagined.        Discovering my blog again after a lapse of time does give me a new found inspiration. I have decided I will start writing again and hope that so