I feel exceptionally sad right now. It is my last day in Bangkok, Thailand and it was suppose to be my first overseas family trip. I did not put high expectations for my vacation, despite that I am truly dissappointed and regret the outcome of the trip. I spent a total 6 days in Bangkok, doing merely window shopping at urban shopping malls such as Icon Siam, Platinum, Siam Paragon, Siam Discovery, MBK and not much of sight seeing. I have only been to Wat Arun, Maekong train station, floating market and about 3 night markets. In the end of the day I highly doubt if the 6 day trip was worth it at all. The most painful part of the trip was being with people who are dear to me yet I could not find peace in my daily interaction with them. As I grow older I find it really tough to communicate with my parents. Sometimes I doubt if all those obsession my father has with mantras, amulets, replica of deities and Buddhas are beneficial. My doubt arise as it is so difficult for me to live in
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