Sweetie's World

I feel really happy today cause I get to meet up with some of my close friends. Friendship is really a beautiful thing when one knows how to value it. Though I hardly get to meet those who I feel close to, the bond is still there whenever we meet and chat over a cup of tea. I have laughed so much today and felt real good and joyful. I do believe I have unconsciously attracted many nice things in the process cause I not only get to taste lots of tropical fruits from my friend's farm, I also came back to a home filled with new lives. My dearest Brain (My brother's dogs name...I named it after inspector Gadget's doggy) gave birth to 5 healthy puppies! I also found out quite a lot about those who are close to me within these few days and is amazed to find out that my dad actually love the song "Apologize" and my mom is such an understanding lady (I never really see into this part of her until I really made my observation). My mom's tolerance towards the family is

Help me dear GOD cause I am rather confused now. Is medicine for me? I know I want to be a doctor but am I fit to take up this course? Is going to Singapore a major issue? (I am really going to miss all that's waiting for me there I know...) Can you please help me get admission to a good local university in Malaysia? I don't mind UM or USM or UKM. Please resolve this stinging sensation in my head cause I am really stress out for my next step. I promise to be good. I promise to be nice. Please just guide me for I need your advice. Ps. Thank you God for guiding me throughout my life. And I still need you GOD! Forever and Ever!

I can't think straight, I can just say I did a stupid mistake. I edited this lyric. I am sorry for all that I have done. ------------------------------------- "Anyone Of Us (Stupid Mistake)" -Original version by Gareth Gates- I've been letting you down, down boy I know I've been such a fool Giving in to my anger When I should've played it cool The situation got out of hand I hope you understand [Chorus] It can happen to.. Anyone of us, anyone you think of Anyone can fall Anyone can hurt someone they love Hearts will break 'Cause I made a stupid mistake It can happen to.. Anyone of us, say you will forgive me Anyone can fail Say you will believe me I can't take my heart will break 'Cause I made a stupid mistake A stupid mistake The contents were very hurting words thrown callously I should've known rage must have altered my senses 'cause I sent that mail to you The situation got out of hand I hope you understand [Chorus] A stupid mistake tha

"It's only words and words are all I have, to take your heart away..." -Bee Gees- Sadly, words are also the same thing that ripped your heart away. I am sorry for what I have done. How many apologies can I give you until you draw the line? I feel stupid. Really stupid. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Be Gentle On Your Loved Ones by allinspiration.com It's a great irony of life that while most of us are polite with colleagues, salespeople and strangers, we are often harsh and angry at our loved ones. It is almost as if we enjoy criticizing and venting our anger on them. What do we achieve by behaving this way? Nothing, really. In fact, angry tones and harsh criticisms put a damper on the intimacy of close relationships. We are robbing ourselves of the opportunity to feel close and be close to our loved ones. Even if, in the event of a disagreement, you are right, do you really need to push your point ac

Dedicated to all my beloved zany bridge players from viwawa. If ever your heart goes broken and you think that you don't have a heart then try spades. But if you figured out that you used the spade to burry your heart then you can forget about spades. So, does that mean its the end? Of course not! Without your heart, life just gets better because you can play no trumps! Yeah!! NT = No Trumps rocks! Thanks to you my lucky star!

Just a few days ago I was a bit upset with my parents and the way stuff is but after sorting them out I can definitely I say I am such a drama queen (*cringe in embarassment). I made such a big hoo-haa over such a teeny weeny thingy. Luckily I have a nice rational buddy to talk to or I will never grow out of that drama queen habit. *giggles. Family must be a very sacred and precious thing cause no matter how many squabbles you may have with them, you will still love them for who they are. It's impossible to even hate your family or resent them or being mad at them for a long time. I have always placed my family first above everything else in my life and I never regret doing so. I am just sorry that sometimes my immaturity made them look so bad in the eyes of others. I do feel it is so unfair that whenever a kid mess up, the parents will be the first target for everyone to blame. Don't you think it's rather unfair? Maybe in some case it is the parents fault but there's n

I need to learn communicating skills especially when speaking with my family. It seems like everything that comes out of my golden mouth is labled as "atom bomb" by my family's special radar. I used to think that they are the one that is paranoid and not open for any communications but perhaps I am wrong. I am not sure is it the tone of my voice or the way I construct my sentence or maybe I didn't choose a righ time to talk or...I just lack the skillful way of trying to get my words registered to their heads and not getting the response that I am actually trying to start a war. Therefore, from today onwards, I will try to change myself to adopt a good communication skills that before I knew it I will be the master of communication! A total professional! Yeah, I guess I am still not doing things right and immature in many ways not to mention that I am somehow selfish (awww...don't be too hard on yourself girl). Anyway, anyhow, I will have to try to improve to a bet

Lately, I encounter many obstacles in life. Among the biggest of them all is believing in myself and being confident in myself. I would really love to blame my parents if I could but I know that "man becomes what he think of" and I have only myself to blame. I don't want to write about negative stuff but I do feel very insulted by my parents especially my dad. "hopefully you can get a university placing, if you can't..." these are the words of my dad. Even my friends have faith that I can enter university and yet my own dad thinks otherwise. Am I really that bad? I feel very hurtful when my dad say things like this and it just makes me feel more and more inadequate. I have been stressing out about which university to go to and also endure so much of comments from relatives, friends and even outsiders. Each time people see me they must ask about my future plans and then I will have to listen to them giving me advices and comments and most of all I have to hea

Seriously, I never know I will miss you this much. It surprises me how I longed for you. I don't feel complete without you and I really wish you would open the doors to let me in. I need you. Can't wait to see you again even though I know there will be major changes in you. University, when oh when are you going to accept me? I really miss going to school! I know I'll be in university soon...I just have to be patient.