I believe we are meant for each other. It is so magical that I cannot see other possibilities except the possibilities of being with you.
Perhaps it's been long since we met but please be strong cause I still want to create more memories with you.
I will hold on until you choose to let go.
A chorus from a song I hear in you tube that could somehow correspond to my heartfelt emotions.
歌曲：为什么相爱的人不能在一起
歌手：郑源 专辑：我最火
"为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带着你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会再出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜"
But if letting you go is the best way to love you,
I will try my best to let go.
You only deserve the best of everything!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Kingdom of Insecta
I feel very sad...okie probably not VERY sad but still I am upset and whining about it here may not help but I really need to let out my unhappiness!
Did you know that I got a "Love Bite" on my neck!? It was done by some odd insect which I don't even personally know! The thing is I don't mind about the bite if it doesn't cause such an ugly mark and scar on my skin. It has been 5 days since I got bitten and it hasn't healed yet moreover my skin seem rough around that area.
Nevermind that, my arm got some burn like marks and I don't know how it appear there as I don't recall hurting myself whatsoever. To date my legs have 4 insect bites which turn red and now black and my fingers today have 3 fresh insect bites (they are insane...even my finger they wanna bite!).
Before this when I see some insects I will just sweep it away cause when I think that they might have their love ones too, I will feel inhuman to kill them. (Moreover religion wise its not good to kill life). However, call me heartless, I don't care cause from now onwards I am gonna kill any insects I see...okay probably not any but some insects I see that I know will cause harm to me.
The first target in my hit-list will be a red and black striped, spindle-like bug which cause "burn marks" on my skin. There will be no mercy at all! I even wish they go extinct!
Please dear GOD! I want healthy skin, I want clear skin, I want good skin! So, do me a favor by managing your "wonderful" creations okay?
Did you know that I got a "Love Bite" on my neck!? It was done by some odd insect which I don't even personally know! The thing is I don't mind about the bite if it doesn't cause such an ugly mark and scar on my skin. It has been 5 days since I got bitten and it hasn't healed yet moreover my skin seem rough around that area.
Nevermind that, my arm got some burn like marks and I don't know how it appear there as I don't recall hurting myself whatsoever. To date my legs have 4 insect bites which turn red and now black and my fingers today have 3 fresh insect bites (they are insane...even my finger they wanna bite!).
Before this when I see some insects I will just sweep it away cause when I think that they might have their love ones too, I will feel inhuman to kill them. (Moreover religion wise its not good to kill life). However, call me heartless, I don't care cause from now onwards I am gonna kill any insects I see...okay probably not any but some insects I see that I know will cause harm to me.
The first target in my hit-list will be a red and black striped, spindle-like bug which cause "burn marks" on my skin. There will be no mercy at all! I even wish they go extinct!
Please dear GOD! I want healthy skin, I want clear skin, I want good skin! So, do me a favor by managing your "wonderful" creations okay?
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Don't Say You Love Me
Don't say you love me cause you can't keep up with it.
Today you love me but tomorrow's a different story.
I was naive to think you were the one for me.
I was even stupid to tell you I am sorry,
when the one who is hurting is actually me.
Why did you ever gave me false promises which I adore?
Why must you say you love me when all you do is walk out the door?
Have I ever hurt someone to deserve this unconditional pain?
Still the question haunts me as to what can love gain?
Probably today the answer is clear...
Love is just a game to rip one's heart apart, leeching your strength from the one you trust.
The ironic part is :
"I've told you what I thought, but I don't know whether you can accept it or not"
Today you love me but tomorrow's a different story.
I was naive to think you were the one for me.
I was even stupid to tell you I am sorry,
when the one who is hurting is actually me.
Why did you ever gave me false promises which I adore?
Why must you say you love me when all you do is walk out the door?
Have I ever hurt someone to deserve this unconditional pain?
Still the question haunts me as to what can love gain?
Probably today the answer is clear...
Love is just a game to rip one's heart apart, leeching your strength from the one you trust.
The ironic part is :
"I've told you what I thought, but I don't know whether you can accept it or not"
Friday, July 3, 2009
More Emo Poems?
Perhaps not many people will understand what I am going to write but I know somehow somewhere some sweeties will understand this =)
I will start my opening just as how i had it posted before ^^
22April - 21may = 30 days
22may - 20june = 30 days
21june - 2 july = 12 days
72 days~~~ not even 100 days...
yet we have known a little bit about one another become friends; gift one another surprises; shared our happiness divided our sorrows.
I suppose this 72 days of my time have been wonderful...sincerely wonderful!
This is indeed what's known as Fate (缘分)
This poem is actually inspired by all of you, I'm sorry it sound this way...maybe it is not as bad as it sounds to be. I really am Happy to have known all of you *smile
(untitled)
when i had you i felt acceptance
a sense of warmth by your appearance
and there's no need to utter a single sentence
for all i need is only your presence
we have fight, we have squabble
initiate one another to feel so troubled
yet the bond we share is unbreakable
by words which only cost a few syllable
now that our paths no longer cross
loneliness grace my heart with morose
wondering how could I ever dispose
these estranged feelings into a comatose
Perhaps it still needs a few stanzas to end it...but right now this is what I am feeling.
I will start my opening just as how i had it posted before ^^
22April - 21may = 30 days
22may - 20june = 30 days
21june - 2 july = 12 days
72 days~~~ not even 100 days...
yet we have known a little bit about one another become friends; gift one another surprises; shared our happiness divided our sorrows.
I suppose this 72 days of my time have been wonderful...sincerely wonderful!
This is indeed what's known as Fate (缘分)
This poem is actually inspired by all of you, I'm sorry it sound this way...maybe it is not as bad as it sounds to be. I really am Happy to have known all of you *smile
(untitled)
when i had you i felt acceptance
a sense of warmth by your appearance
and there's no need to utter a single sentence
for all i need is only your presence
we have fight, we have squabble
initiate one another to feel so troubled
yet the bond we share is unbreakable
by words which only cost a few syllable
now that our paths no longer cross
loneliness grace my heart with morose
wondering how could I ever dispose
these estranged feelings into a comatose
Perhaps it still needs a few stanzas to end it...but right now this is what I am feeling.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Pieces of My Shatterd Heart
I miss you,
when you laugh, the twinkle in your eye,
the shape of your silhouette against the moonlight,
the way you concentrate when you drive,
and tease me intentionally to make me smile
I really miss you~~~~~
when you laugh, the twinkle in your eye,
the shape of your silhouette against the moonlight,
the way you concentrate when you drive,
and tease me intentionally to make me smile
I really miss you~~~~~
I like the time when we went out and it was raining
you treated me like an ice cream afraid of me melting
shunning me away from the water droplets falling
and when I look up to see you I caught you smiling...
Not having you means not having anything
cause you are the one whom i can share everything
its you i seek when the rays of dawn comes shinning
don't you know that my heart is now shattering?
When night comes the missing is unbearable
cause its was always the time you are more available
yet now even when the curtains of dusk falls
I'm left alone thinking why is there no more misscalls...
you treated me like an ice cream afraid of me melting
shunning me away from the water droplets falling
and when I look up to see you I caught you smiling...
Drowning in a pool of misery
wondering how to change history
to diminish my growing worry
to seal you in my deepest memory
wondering how to change history
to diminish my growing worry
to seal you in my deepest memory
Not having you means not having anything
cause you are the one whom i can share everything
its you i seek when the rays of dawn comes shinning
don't you know that my heart is now shattering?
When night comes the missing is unbearable
cause its was always the time you are more available
yet now even when the curtains of dusk falls
I'm left alone thinking why is there no more misscalls...
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Tell Me How?
Tell me how can a person show me his love
And then leave me like a flown away dove
What's left are only memories of yesteryear
As his closed heart denied him to hear
Was I at fault or were he right
To say that I was the root of the fight
Yet this doesn't matter anymore
Cause my heart is left bleeding and sore
Tell me how can I possibly move on
When endless memories awaits to haunt
Reminding me of what might have been
If only the future could be foreseen.
Sigh away and cry a river
The pain in my heart makes me shiver
For I know it could never alter
His final decision any further
My strength, my friend, my love he was
Only emptiness that lurks in me alas!
Tell me how can a person show me his love
And then leave me like a flown away dove...
And then leave me like a flown away dove
What's left are only memories of yesteryear
As his closed heart denied him to hear
Was I at fault or were he right
To say that I was the root of the fight
Yet this doesn't matter anymore
Cause my heart is left bleeding and sore
Tell me how can I possibly move on
When endless memories awaits to haunt
Reminding me of what might have been
If only the future could be foreseen.
Sigh away and cry a river
The pain in my heart makes me shiver
For I know it could never alter
His final decision any further
My strength, my friend, my love he was
Only emptiness that lurks in me alas!
Tell me how can a person show me his love
And then leave me like a flown away dove...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mother's Day
Mother, you are my motivator
guiding me through life's elevator
just like my personal instructor
you taught me never to surrender
In times in need you are by my side
your firm embrace is where i'll hide
even though at times we do fight
still you protect me with all your might
since my arrival you never rested
but often I let your patience be tested
Even so you still shower me with love
putting me first of everything above
guiding me through life's elevator
just like my personal instructor
you taught me never to surrender
In times in need you are by my side
your firm embrace is where i'll hide
even though at times we do fight
still you protect me with all your might
since my arrival you never rested
but often I let your patience be tested
Even so you still shower me with love
putting me first of everything above
Okie, this poem is unfinished I think as time goes I'll have the inspiration to complete it =) Right now I just wanna enjoy the Durian Cake we (Papa, Bro, Me) ordered for our special Mama!
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to ALL MOTHERS!
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