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 好想和你说晚安。 今早感到惊喜你发了你那边的气候预测图，你是想让我知道天气太热所以你也没有出去骑车。 我真没想过那么快又能和你聊天。可是也没聊很久因为你去洗床单了，而我也出去帮家娘卖水果。卖水果前我发了路途中的风景给你看，也想让你知道这里也很热。 和你聊天真的很开心但是我也知道所有网上认识的朋友都会失联或突然断绝来往。 我是这样说是因为我觉得群里的桃先生都不再和我玩游戏了。 也没吵架就是突然不和我玩了，就算我问他，他也只会带我玩友谊赛。 我感到有点失落因为我真的把他当朋友。 所以呀不管和谁“聊嗨了” 总还是要说再见。今天也发现桃先生退出了战队，而且也没和我说一声。 他就是无视我。 

刚才你也说去把晾干的床单拿进屋里然后“一会儿再聊”。 我其实很好奇一会儿的时长是多长因为过后你也没有再和我聊了。 没关系，这是天给我的人生功课， 就是学会把人与人之间的关系看轻一些。 虽然如此， 我还是想和你说晚安。

还是不说吧， 就这里说… 

晚安！ 



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