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思君忆君

已经24小时没有你的消息了, 昨天就算没和你聊天但是能看你和群里的人互动,能化解我对你的思念。 其实如果你有上游戏,我也可以想你少一点。 就想知道你一直存在着。 只要我无法看到你上网就感觉你好像从我的世界里消失。 毕竟微信也看不到你是否在线上。我不敢给你个问候因为我怕打扰了你,我也明白我们的时间都很宝贵都很有限,所以没有必要就不联络。 我也不可能刻意找借口联系你,虽然我很想和你说我知道那天我捡到的羽毛是来自鹳的羽毛。 我拍了一颗大树上面有好多只鹳在休息, 好想给你看。 可是我想了一下还是取消了想告诉你的念头。因为我也觉得这样也太无聊了吧。 

现在蓬松的龙就在和我说游戏的东西, 不知不觉我们也一起玩了半年多。 蓬松的龙的确进步得很快,只花了3个月就达成了80%以上的赢率而且还继续学运用其他的车。我不得不佩服他,也被他感染想让自己也能在游戏或生活上有一样的热情和动力。 这家伙也是相当的积极,虽然他说自己偶尔会有精神紧张的时候,可是我觉得他还是人生中的赢家。也就是因为他很有钱就无法明白我为何玩游戏从来不氪金。 有时我也懒得解释因为他的世界里钱多的很,他无法了解平民的生活。 

我的友人,啥时候能再和你聊呢? 你让我魂牵梦绕了。 

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