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Origins of Sweetie

Warmest Greetings to the readers of my blog ^^
This will be my first personal blog and I'm pretty excited about it!

First of all let me tell you why I chose the name "sweetie" which I bet those who know me will feel that the name seems rather unfamiliar as I have always been known as "Pikachew" instead of "Sweetie". The reason is actually very simple - "Sweetie" is a special name as it was given to me by someone equally special! I may not be sweet but who cares, I am sweetie!

Today I feel really lost and I feel like I'm being embraced in a cloud of mist as I feel I'm getting quite messed up in my head which I could not decide whether it is because of lack of sleep or due to confusion of many things in my life.

I am not suppose to be blogging right now as my SPM results is awaiting me at my school hall which is less than 300 meters away from where I am now. However, I just can't seem to fight earth's gravity to have the strength to drag myself to get the results which seem so uncertain that I don't know what should I expect. I have been waking up constantly from my sleep because of this uncertainity and now that I get the chance to clear all uncertainity away, I don't have the courage to do it!

Other than that, my world of relationships seems to be in a roller coaster. I am rather clueless of everything that's happening around me and I don't feel like looking too deeply into the matter too cause whenever I think too much about it, I end up feeling more confused than ever!

Therefore, right now, all I think of doing is having a short vacation to some far away land where I can relax and regain my strength. I really need strength right now to face everything that's coming my way and being sick for more than 10 days makes me so drain out!

Okie, I think that's all for now. I'm going to blog about something really interesting next cause I believe there wil be something interesting happening in my life soon! ^^

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WillytheKid said…
wonder who called you sweetie.... Good luck with your new blog, do your best to keep it updated...
March 25, 2008 at 12:26 PM
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