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Maturity

I wish I can be matured like the way you are. I feel silly sometimes when I try to view myself through your eyes. It's a wonder that you have been so patient with me all these while. At times, I find myself to be a great "bimbo" after voicing out all my opinions and worries cause you will come up with a magic solution which solves everything!

Even though you are elder than me a little bit, I still feel that there's a big gap between us when it comes to maturity. I find myself childish at times and that makes me feel so annoyed with myself (*wince). Deep down in my heart, I wish I can be a matured young lady who can handle anything that is coming her way like an adult. I really need to work hard to take a step towards adulthood!

Remember the endless times of me throwing a tantrum and crying my eye-balls out? That seem so unintelligent now. Somehow I am quite disappointed with myself whenever I cry cause it's like all my weakness is reflected via each drop of tear that I shed. In fact, I despise crying! Somehow, I still haven't master the art of persuading my tears to stay in their comfortable tear glands.

It will not be a surprise if my tears don't mean a thing to you anymore due to the frequency of its presence. Even so, I am rather touched that whenever I cry in front of you, you will always wipe my tears and never scold me for crying. Thank You ^^

I believe as I learn more from you and also from my experience I will become more matured! I can't wait to be as matured as you...So, try to be patient and teach me step by step okie?

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Pheobe said…
hmm... i shall ask.. is this.. for your mum??
March 4, 2009 at 7:28 AM
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