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爱一点点

 爱或繁体字的愛 真的是代表 “心” 和 “友” 吗? 可是书里说是代表 “心” 和 “受” 所以爱一个人就要学习接受他的一切。 今晚和老师谈了有关爱这个字却让我有不同的领悟了。 他说不是“心”和“受” 因为会多一撇。 也不是“心” 和 “友” 因为少一横。若说简体字可说爱里真的有个“友” 可是简体字没了 “心”。  所以呢看书也不能轻易的相信书上所写的因为很多东西都是主观的。我就是很喜欢和老师聊天因为他很常说一些有道理的话也同时会让我笑的话。 

今晚终于能和尤宁大佬打游戏!我等了两个多月才能和他一起玩那时就是三连败然后香港佬尽然在群里炫耀战胜了我们。 今晚我们算是只是输一局可是最后一局我们俩都莫名其妙的掉线。我是整个游戏软件关掉,大佬说这是传说中的“掉线攻击”。 如果自己没经历过也真的不相信有这样的事。我在登入游戏发现我们真的因此而输了! 

我不懂自己为什么和大佬说我对泡泡不再和我一起组队而感到难过的事。其实这件事我已经放下了我只是分享我一些过去的感受。虽然如此,我和他说完后好像感觉比放下还要好多了。我也透露了我是个重感情的人也和他说我希望我们的友谊能万岁,可是他没有给我任何的答复只是说他想起李敖写的歌词“只爱一点点”然后接着说他去刷牙。我看了歌词觉得歌词很有意思。刚巧何权峰所说“爱”是“心”和“受” 的那一集标题也是 “爱少一点,感情反而更好”。

终结, 只爱一点点吧!

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