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 “XX同学好久好久不见” 

你突然在游戏里私聊我。 我感到很惊喜! 的确是好久好久不见的感觉虽然严格来说就是两个星期。 我以为老师不理会我了, 没想到还陪我打游戏,教了我各种骚操作! 哈哈哈,真的很娱乐很开心。 到了说晚安的时候真的很舍不得因为下一次不懂是什么时候。

他说语音教我会比较快可是我也不好意思语音而且我也不懂我们要如何语音。 可能是用微信语音? 

昨晚写的尽然忘记发。

其实昨天大佬突然发红包还刻意在群里提醒我领红包。我是感到有一点感动因为他记得我但是他觉得我小题大做,“这样也感动,才五块钱”。 他说他觉得我骗他,说我是海后。其实我不熟悉什么是海后的意思,后来上网查了就觉得有点不开心为什么他这样说我。为了证明我没有骗他,我就说反正就只是一张脸,他想看我的照片就让他看吧。所以我睡觉前给他看了我的照片,是我之前微信的头像照。发了照片后就没说话了那么我也去睡觉。我想可能我长得不够美或者他也不懂该如何回应,反正都不重要,我一样能睡得着。

早上醒来只见到他的简讯说着他昨天睡着了。有点奇怪他那个时候睡觉。我们的时差,他应该还在中午1430睡到1800,感觉有点夸张。然后他说我牙齿好白好整齐,我就和他说我很清楚我不是他喜欢的类型。他说他不喜欢也不讨厌。 后来早上他群里发红包时也没有在群里喊我。我也没有去领红包了。他只是私聊问我为什么不领,我就说让给别人吧。接着他发个半身的腹肌照片给我看,我怀疑不是他的照片也问他干嘛发这种照片,然后他又不正经的说是他老公的照片。我真拿他没办法。

今天我其实一直想起老师,他说他又来个新学徒,希望一切都顺利。好想今晚再一起玩游戏。

我是个海后吗?我不觉得。我和异性玩游戏聊天也是因为游戏了刚巧异性比较多,我也没有刻意只和男生交朋友。重点是我只是在交朋友,没有别的意思。有时就是很累,对方误解了我。

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