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Deadlines met?

 I had to refer back to the deadlines I set on my blog because I don't remember them. I know I have a few responsibilities that I must fulfill within a stipulated time. I am rather happy to say that I have booked all our flight tickets for my graduation, and the only thing left is to book accommodation, which I think I will do by the end of the month, as there is no point in booking way too early. Besides I plan to book a place that have holiday vibes and am willing to pay a higher price as it is rather rare for me to want to go outdoors. Yup, I confirmed that I dislike going to events. Something I realized on last Friday when I had to attend some hospital family day event which I felt completely out of place. I do not wish to force myself to do things that I dislike but sometimes it is just so hard to "don't give damn". 

What about the teaching session? well the deadline is tomorrow! I have prepared 25 single best questions with feedback upon answering correctly via Google forms and I hope it will benefit my juniors. Of course this is not a substitute to a proper class. I will try my best to teach them tomorrow which means I need to prepare my slides by tonight. Maybe I will have more productivity with some pressure (it is only me pressuring myself and no one else). Making small steps made me feel more in control of my life and I will continue to set small do-able goals each day. One of the thing that I have been doing for the past week is daily exercise which made me feel amazing post exercise. I no longer run but instead I do lots of those ancient Chinese way of exercising which is less strenuous yet highly effective. Just try checking out 古人瘦身法 on Wechat and there are tons of such exercise. 

I need to give the house a mop today as my parents are not around and my relative is coming to visit on Wednesday till Friday. I don't enjoy housework but regardless I will do it as I want the house to smell good and the floors to be fresh whenever I have guest coming over. It was a good thing the things I bought on TaoBao came on time and I was able to prepare a well-equipped guest room for my relative. The only issue is the water heater seems to malfunction. Which means I need to ensure my toilet is clean enough to let my guest use my personal bathroom. I saw these days there's lots of interesting cleaning agents using foam to clean and less manual work such as scrubbing, I guess those are abrasive chemicals and would like to give it a try. Scrolling through TaoBao just make me feel like migrating to China, they have so many creative designs and home items that are practical yet aesthetic. 

I wrote this yesterday but couldn't post as there was no electricity and then I just forgot to post when the electricity came because I am busy gaming. Tonight I lost so much and someone is rubbing it in! I am really annoyed but I got to stay calm and perform better in my game. 

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