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Wish I could stay

My stay in Singapore have come to an end abruptly and I do regret for not staying another 2 days and going to Sentosa. It was so easy to navigate through Singapore and if I had never brought a brain and blindly followed my partner 12 years ago, this time I really enjoy the autonomy and solo travelling experience. I think I’m a person of many conflicts. I was afraid to travel alone initially but upon touching down and clearing the automated, highly efficient computerised customs clearance, I somehow felt travelling alone here in Singapore is very doable! 

Initially I was afraid I might bump into the person I was fond of but seeing the dense population and also knowing he is staying so far away, gave me the reassurance that meeting is impossible. If we were to meet that would be a 1 in 5.45 million chance. Maybe better chance in striking 6D. Funny, when we first met there were so many coincidence and we did buy a 6D (no, he bought, I did not pay him). Anyway conclusion is it didn’t strike and we also struck out eventually. 

I read an article last night because it was being “advertised” on my Facebook feed and I felt the writer was writing it to me. It was an article that is so well written, it goes right into the core of my heart. I wonder what could I get my partner as a gift from Singapore, maybe getting gifts for him is a way for me to show that I am present and I do care. Master Loh said today is a good day to boost our relationship with our other half. It is recommended to place something sweet smelling at the east part of the house such as flowers. Sadly it is not suitable for people born in the snake year, master did not elaborate and he just said too bad for the snakes. 

Anyway, I really enjoyed my stay in Singapore very much and I will definitely come back again! If there is a chance to work short term here, I would definitely take the opportunity. However I am also aware on how stressful it is to work here because as I was using the MRT, I heard the word “stress” appeared twice on just one trip. Then again somehow I have to think on how to balance family, life and work. Hope I have an ideal solution soon but for now I’m just living the moment and maximising everyday! 

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