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 I can’t help it that opportunities seems to just keep coming my way and I ended up not having a single rest day for the week. Prior the weekend, I was fantasising of sleeping in and waking up somewhere around 8am but reality is I have been waking up at 7am to help my boss with private wing cases. I really enjoy the extra pocket money and I love doing my job. Somehow I manage to study a little and made up my mind about the coming week. 

I have decided to skip classes and just stay at home doing things at my own pace and peace. Having a pause from the suffocating environment will do me good. Just like the weekends when there is no continuous medical education sessions and hours of classes, I find myself to be happier. I just cannot be a student anymore as I just cannot pay attention if a session is longer than 40 minutes. Perhaps I could keep my focus for an hour if the person delivering the lecture is able to make the subject interesting, otherwise I prefer studying on my own. How I wish all the classes would just stop permanently or it could be optional. 

I’m just so sleepy right now and I can’t wait to have dim sum at Ipoh on Malaysia day. All is well, life is good and I shall pass! 

My daily affirmation mantra is: “there is only one way which is to pass” and “I have passed in one go!” Divine power be with me! (I did consider selling my soul to the devil but nah, that’s just not worth it). 

Good night world, my deepest gratitude for resetting my emotions and mindset over the weekend. Now let’s have some shut eye moment before another 12 hour shift and then it is my mini holiday! 



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