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 今晚,我把所有的不服说给老公听,他觉得我说的话很伤他的心。我觉得我们俩真的不适合在一起,感情能维持下去也是因为没有人愿意放手,彼此都把问题给躲开。之前以为我们是善于沟通把大事化小,其实我们一直都没有把问题解决,然后这些问题都一直累积。我现在的压力是挺大的,刚才我真的毫无保留的说了我对他的不满。 我说,我觉得我们比较适合当朋友因为感觉不到他对我有任何的冲动或热情。 他说我这句话很伤人,当初觉得适合做朋友为何结婚? 我说我也不懂婚后他依然对我不够热情,若是有个叫“试婚”的东西那该多好呀! 

我还是很在乎这两年的生活过得很凄惨,真的像个穷光蛋一样。 我要的婚姻不是一开始就得过那么多苦日子,我以为我已经够仔细了,哪知道我还是嫁错郎。 当初他没把握给我过好日子,就不该娶我,真的不该娶我。 我无法否认我们之间的确有爱,可是只单单是爱是不够的。穷夫妻永远都得不了幸福,所以爱情一定要搭配面包才能长久永恒。 他问我到底愿不愿意陪他吃苦,我说都是夫妻当然我愿意陪着他一起度过所有的难关。但是,我真没想过他可以那么不负责任,在他没什么能力给我个好生活的时候却有胆子娶我,我真的觉得自己受骗了。

结婚真的一点好处都没有,只换了好多的眼泪和绝望。只要考试过关,我要好好的回家乡过生活。 看来中秋节我还是自己过了,反正回到他身边也不被珍惜,不被欣赏。 他的心里根本没有我。

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