Skip to main content

红颜知己

 好想要你当我的红颜知己，每次和你对话都很开心。上个星期好像差不多每一天可以和你聊天，真的好舒心。昨天我也一直在想你但是我没有和你微信联络。游戏里遇到你可是你没把我认出来，直到我和你说你才知道我们在游戏遇见了。今天我睡午觉前想了你一阵子，好奇你今天是否上班或放假。没想到醒来后打开微信就有你的信息。你把今天工作上遇到的事分享给我听，可惜我也看得太迟了。回复你时，你也不再聊有关上班的事了。

我很想维持我们这份友情，所以我真的小心翼翼的和你聊天，不能常常找你也不能太亲近因为我真的不想要历史重演。之前认识了的网友以为能当成知己却把关系给弄得很复杂。我好喜欢现在的我们，不是很常说话但是有机会说话时都聊得像好久不见的朋友。我好喜欢我们的话题都很有意义，而且你是一个直话直说的人，我重来不需要去猜测你说的每一句话。就是因为你很直率才那么敢批评我。其实被你批评时我是有点不舒服因为你所说的都是事实，我感觉你那么快就看出我的缺点。 我会把你说的话记起来，就是不要总是把两把枪都指向自己，一把还是指向别人。

每一天我都在练习如何疏远你，因为我真的想要和你保持长久的友情。不只是爱情需要爱一点点，友情也需要关心一点点。让我们的友谊在熟悉中带陌生，我相信这是维护这份感情最好的策略！真的希望有一天我们能见面，那时我真的要尝一尝你的手艺，吃你做的作品。

我很常觉得我们的缘分是个奇迹因为我还没认识你之前很常在游戏遇到你，也记得你的特别的昵称。每次和你发表情招手，你都不理我，后来我为了想请求你就微信私信你 （那时我有点怕你因为感觉你在群里每次都喜欢带一点讽刺的说话， 其实很多时候是在开玩笑，可是我就是有点怕你）。幸好我的好朋友鼓励我联络你，要不然我真的不敢私信你。没想过你却那么专业的帮助了我，后来得知你是一个那么忙的人就觉得你愿意帮我这个陌生人真让我感动。嗯，每次想起我们初次的对话就觉得你真的是个好人，超好的好人！

你的好让我好想尽我所能去让你感受好人该有的回报。简单来说我好想对你好，好想有机会就在你生活里填一些色彩，好想看你幸福快乐。 晚安。

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Singapore

Continuation from yesterday’s post.  I finally ate the ice cream which is sandwiched between two wafers that I saw before and it was yummy because there’s like a huge block of ice cream and the wafer was thin. I chose peppermint chocolate and raspberry swirl. It was really fun to eat that on the helical bridge that totally looks like a DNA strand. I really love this region and it was also the same place where the fun run was held. So I got to go across the helical bridge twice. I am also very happy to finally seen the Merlion and since it was early in the morning during the fun run, the place was rather quiet and there were not many crowds. I wanted to properly run the fun run but I end up walking most of the time just enjoying the scene and talking to people since it was supposed to be a networking event. Delegates from 142 countries were there but I only manage to make friends from Singapore, Hong Kong, Taiwan, India, Indonesia, Germany and New Zealand. It was quite hard to make ...
Post a Comment
Read more

Out of the blue

 I remembered I used to cry a lot about Icy, and I was very confused with my own actions and emotions. During that period, I needed someone to talk to, and I did not want to talk to anyone who knew me in real life so I just spoke to someone random in-game. He joined the clan and I used to want people to be active and donate clan points and make a lot of reminders for members to play world boss. It was also during that time that I cleared out some members to make way for new ones. I may have recall bias as I had a lot of sadness in me back then and when I am sad I cannot recall things properly. I just remember the guy was from Brazil and when he heard of my story he was mad at me as he said I was unfaithful to my husband and he left the clan and deleted me as friend. I was rather shocked with his response and at that time I was also sad as I realize no one will ever be compassionate enough to understand my feelings.  Anyway that was more than 1 year plus ago. I think I stopped ...
Post a Comment
Read more

忙或困是最好的解药

 我想人类是需要足够的睡眠， 过于操劳能让一个人所有的情绪给封闭起来，脑子里只想让自己“关机”。今天刚巧是个很忙的一天，忙得我真的没时间去思念任何人，也没时间胡思乱想。我记得我曾经说过为了避免自己难过，我若是隔天要离开情人/亲人，我刻意让自己睡眠不足。当我觉得我很困的时候，我就没机会伤心了，这个生活窍门我用了很多次也从未失败过。  我不能说我完全没有想他，因为今天工作所遇到的事我都很想和他分享。由于很忙这个想法只是瞬间经过我的大脑然后很快的又消失了。我可算是个认真的人，工作时我都不分心所以我真的想他了，要不然他是不会出现在我脑海里。其实我今天有和我老公说我想他了可是他没有回答我给他的简讯。1256，1637， 2327 这些是我发了简讯的时间可是一个答复都没有。想一想我真的是个孤单的人。虽然我很爱独处，但是我也喜欢有个和我三观一致的人和我分享生活。 我现在只希望今晚有机会睡觉因为昨晚我0200就醒来了。我没想他了，我只渴望睡觉。其实还有很多话想说但是我真的很困了。
Post a Comment
Read more