Do you believe in angels? Do you believe there is a greater power governing everything that is occurring in the universe? For me, I often believe in a greater power. It is this greater power that often guide me through the hardest of time.
Within the lasts 24 hours, I seem to have encounter the Angel number 3 times. During my Grab ride last night my estimated arrival time was 11:11 and today again the similar scenario occurred my estimated arrival time to the venue was 1:11. Just as I finished my discussion with my colleague and picked up my phone, the screen shows 11:11. Thank you universe for giving me reassurance via numbers, it is just what I needed. Things have come to a point where my partner suggests I see a psychologist and I was taken aback with his remark. I personally think I am not a weak person and I am able to overcome whatever emotions I am experiencing. I just wanted someone to listen to the contents of my heart, but he wants me to get my perception instantly fixed. I guess most men prefers to solve problems rather than showing empathy and do nothing. However little do they know that sometimes doing nothing is the best treatment. Just like in medicine, sometimes we just need to observe and wait rather than jumping into active management which may be redundant or even cause more harm sometimes.
Despite being a healthcare worker myself, I am often skeptical with mental illness. Just like physical health, I believe mental health can also be improved with proper nutrition and exercise. I am doing all that I can to help my mental health such as eating food that may help in increasing the happy neurotransmitters, working out, meditation, listening to calming alpha wave music and being in touch with nature. I know I am absolutely fine as the universe itself have given me affirmations in the form of numbers. I just feel extra lucky to receive such affirmations in series because it has been a rare occurrence.
I suppose what is meant to be will always be. When the universe wants to communicate with you, it will find a way and all you have to do is to pay attention and be alert with your surroundings. I must be on the right track or maybe the universe just wanted to reach out to me and tell me “Love, everything will be okay, so just continue to move forward and trust the process”. Right now all I can think of is being at peace with all that I have experienced and appreciate the limited time I have on earth. It did dawn on me a few times that I am now in the 4th decade of life and time have ran out at least 1/3 or 1/2 for me. Then again life itself is not guaranteed, only death is guaranteed. Therefore I must appreciate each living moment I have before I am reduced to nothingness. I revisited a video that shows how small and insignificant we are when we zoom all the way out into the galaxy and that applies for our problems too. They are actually negligible if you choose to look at it from a great distance.
Oh well, it’s past my bedtime and since I mentioned angels, I am going to recite a prayer that is full of angels before I sleep. I learned this prayer when I was a child and this is the version that I remember although I am aware there are other versions of it.
“Matthew, Mark, Luke and John, bless the bed that I lie on. 4 corners to my bed, 4 Angels there be spread. 1 at my head and 1 at my feet, 2 to watch me while I sleep. Matthew, Mark, Luke and John, bless the bed that I lay on.”
Good night.
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